I have always had trouble accepting praise. I continue to struggle with this. I was taught to be humble. I was taught to be polite. I was taught to strive for perfection and to
always aim higher. There is always room
to improve. Praise made me uncomfortable.
I felt undeserved.
These thoughts do have negative implications and tend to
affect your psyche in a very profound way.
They twist and warp your sense of reality.
You begin to question whether praise is justified when it is
received. You begin to ponder whether
any praise received is genuine.
These thoughts lead you to a very dark and lonely place.
I have been overwhelmed by praise for this endeavor and for
opening my heart and home to an audience.
I am grateful for the opportunity and for the ability to recognize that
the praise IS genuine. I am grateful to
finally be able to accept praise gracefully.
I'd say 1285 page views qualifies as a success.
Thank you for the praise. I
accept. Bow. Curtain.
applause!
ReplyDeleteWhy, thank you. :)
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